Unbelievable

Hello again this blog is becoming a hobbie for me lately.
Well wow what a week, After the facebook madness I ended it!
Three friends E, A And S all had a drink at mine on Thursday.  Then on Friday i went out with S, Aint gunna lie he's been a good friend  and it got a little too much and i kissed him alot! Infront of the whole pub i work in dammmn!!! Anyway getting to the info. My bf/Now ex B came round my house with his friend J who is my friends E bf. And me, S and E where at mine. B went totally crazy  me and would not stop shouting, Then he heard S was in the house and we was all outside arguing until E grassed me up about S staying and me kissing him. So then B tried to sat i was cheating ( Hold on there i broke up with you........
He went in to my house and tried to rip S head off until my mum came and it, E  stormed off and i had a 6 Hour argument with B, We even threw drinks over each other. Was totally insane anyway we sorted it all out! B got his window put threw on Saturday night and everyone fort it was something to do with S!

Everything was going fine until Wednesday I got a message off B saying he had seen someone that morning that goes in my pub and had told him more then a kiss went off between me and S, Witch is totally bullshit!!!!
Me and E think it was a bluff to try get me to admit to to something i hadn't done, And i still think that is what it was, As he was arguing with me over text calling me a lier and after a while he just stopped talking about it an switched the convo........ I was at work Wednesday night when S had put something on facebook about 1 house down one to go. So B was convinced he was talking about the window and fort he was going to put J window threw next. So B was with J. E was at work with me and she got a text of J telling her to go to his and dont tell me shes coming but she obviously did!!! B texted me saying he was going sleep and stay here ( Not sure where here is by the way)... Me and E fort it was a set up and keep thinking they was both gunna question her about me.

The next day she said B wasn't there and it was just about if E knows why S would do anything to J. Honestly thou she did grass me up so how much can i trust what she says????
Thursday everything was fine with all of us until i went to work at 7pm. B put on facebook it takes four to break a window so S replied and said " actually it takes one". So B and S started arguing on facebook seriously when are they gunna stop this little war of there's??? B texted me and said it was over cos of what S had put on facebook but i never actually seen what got put! And I'm so sick of all this i just replied to B and said "whatever  goodbye" but he wouldn't stop texting me!!!! I spoke to S and told him to stop this madness and told me hes done now hes letting it go if hes gunna do it i have no idea!! Anyway apparently B is going away for a bit and wants to talk when he gets back hmmmmmm!!! So I'm suppose to wait, Even thou he broke up with me for what S put on facebook how that's my fault i have no idea. This is fucking madness and one thing is for sure I'm not going near white guys ever again !!!!!!!

Im Seriously Shocked

I don't really understand theses things but i heard basically it was something to rant on about and for people you don't know to read. I have a boyfriend who has become a totally ass hole. Well sort off. Its only been four months and hes gone from being amazing to distance already. I know this aint a story place but im going to tell you anyway!!

I work in a pub (Bar to the Americans) Don't mean to sound racists but i don't go with white guys. Well this white guy was different he would come in every Sunday with loads of friends and always stand at the bar.. Always nice to me and then started asking for my number, Which I kinda told to get fucked many times!
Until I finally gave in just because he was drunk when he asked and I said " Come back when your sober and he did. Didn't go out with him straight away made him wait 3 weeks. Went on a great first date followed by 3 more then decided we wanted to be together but kept it secret for a a few weeks. Everyone found out but it was ok i was very happy and everything was going great up until 3 weeks ago.

The day before Christmas eve we had a little fall out over nothing really, So on Christmas eve i didn't text him and i got a message around 5 saying " Cant you be arsed to text now. Fuck you" Little melodramatic if you ask me, So i went insane over the text and had my say on things and we broke up. On Christmas day we decided to talk and worked things out and he said thing like " I have time off work and im gunna spend all my spare time with you, Where in love lets not fall out again. You know the bullshit as that's what it turned out to be, So much for all the spare time he spent cos after that day i didn't see him till new years eve (like nearly a week)!!!

Everything was great that night too although I had to watch him talking to women all night and then him getting jealous because I spoke to one guy i knew and hadn't seen in a while ( Well annoying)!! I stayed with him that night and everything was fine had to go to work and haven't seen him since then its Wednesday now. Not seeing him is not the only problem though he hardly calls , Hardly texters and there is just no talking to this guy. I went on facebook early to find hes not on my list and he says its someone hacking into his facebook, What a load of bullshit why would you do that and lie about it, Its well perfectic and childish. Thats what made me write this the guy is 26 and its so shocking that someone of that age would be that ridiculous. Im 20 and i would never be so perfectic and mean come on now if you don't want to be with someone just tell them. Instend of acting like a dick paying no interest and deleting you facebook oh my i really cant believe it, Its so laugh-able that i cant help but be in Absolute Shock.

Rant Over Thank You For Reading And I Would Really Appreciate Your Comments
Charlee X